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> Subject: Renewed Hope
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> >Date: 15 Oct 1999 21:27:57 -0000
> >From: Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net>
> >To: Michael.Tracey
> >Subject: Renewed Hope
> >Status:
> >
> >Michael,
> >
> >Thank you so much for the energies you continue to
> place on this
> >matter. Words cannot describe the gratitude and
> renewed hope I
> >feel now that you have confirmed that my words will
> finally be
> >heard. I knew God's Will would prevail.
> >
> >I was not surprised that nothing could be revealed
> by the recent
> >proceedings. I am certain that you understand, now
> more than
> >ever, why this latest attempt by the people of
> Boulder yielded no
> >solid leads. After all, I have expressed
> information to you that
> >is totally at odds with the consensus that I or a
> member of this
> >family had anything to do with this horrible crime.
> Michael, I
> >never lost faith in you. You are my final hope -
> this family's
> >advocate who will deliver my "message in a bottle".
> Thank you, my
> >sweet friend.
> >
> >Concerning my mysterious contact, I feel certain
> that he is in
> >Atlanta. He has proven his visits to JonBenet's
> grave, by
> >accurately describing the items on her grave at the
> time of his
> >visits. He has also been in the vicinity of my home
> and of my
> >parent's home. He seems to feel a connection with
> anyone who was
> >attached to JonBenet. The best way to find him is
> to go where he
> >goes - my daughter's grave seems to be a place he
> frequents. I
> >feel strongly that her grave would be the place to
> find him. I do
> >not want him to be frightened away. I feel he is a
> "man of means"
> >who could easily flee the country if forced to do
> so.
> >
> >Concerning his latin phraseology, I recall him
> saying something
> >to the effect of, "Somnus Dulcidine Mei Pupa Cara".
> I only recall
> >that phrase because he repeats it after visiting my
> daughter's
> >grave each time - it never fails.
> >
> >I also promised you that I would convey his poetic
> expressions.
> >They are passionate. Recently, mine and my
> daughter's mysterious
> >friend wrote a poem. It was his description of his
> relationship
> >with my daughter and me - a chillingly accurate
> analogy. Please
> >allow me to directly quote his poetry to convey
> this to you. In
> >his poem, he decribes me as "the Empress Alexandra
> Feodorovna
> >Romanov", and himself as "my Gregori Rasputin".
> Therein, he
> >explains our "spiritual connection through my child
> in distress,
> >JonBenet" in comparison to "Alexandra's son in
> distress, Alexei
> >Nicolaevitch". He affirms that "as Rasputin healed
> the child
> >Alexei Nicolaevitch, and healed the spirit of the
> most high
> >Alexandra; so too does he heal the spirit of his
> almighty
> >Empress, Patricia; protecting her and helping her
> to become
> >closer to the most precious Princess JonBenet
> Patricia". Finally,
> >he states that "JonBenet waits in a garden of
> eternal peace for
> >her mother and for him." He further states that
> "until he can
> >embrace her, as he did on this earth, he shall pray
> to her as his
> >one and only Goddess". Micahel, the last line says,
> "embrace her,
> >as he did on this earth". I have prayed to remember
> a man who
> >would fit this description in JonBenet's life, or
> in any of our
> >lives. I cannot remember anyone.
> >
> >Thank you also for your concern for me and my
> family. I
> >understand you have been very defensive on our
> behalf lately. I
> >will continue to thank you for this. To answer your
> question -
> >had it not been for my faith in God through prayer,
> I would be
> >terrified of this man. I felt a peace in the final
> hours, a
> >result of our ardent prayer, that we would not
> suffer at the
> >hands of the grand jury. I also knew that they
> would not know
> >anything of the person I feel is the killer. There
> are times when
> >I feel that this man will not harm the mother of
> one he loves so
> >dear. He deifies my daughter; hence he has total
> respect for me
> >and my family. On the other hand, if he, indeed, is
> the killer,
> >he has no rationality - he could kill again.
> >
> >I thank you, Michael, for your unselfish and
> tremendous works -
> >all to help this family. I feel our alliance will
> grow stronger
> >as we continue to work together to find this
> killer.
> >
> >Patricia Ramsey